At the moment Jeremy & I are living with his family. For the most part it's wonderful & we all get along. But what I miss the most is having privacy, my own space, and all our thing's.
Jeremy, myself, & our 3 children sleep in the living room. *Le Sigh*
So as I'm sure you can imagine, it sucks! Especially when you are living in a household of 10. You don't get a whole lot of sleep. People get up & down all night or are noisy... It just stinks. I am thankful that we have a roof over our heads & food.
Thing's have been harder than usual. Right now we've had to endure Jeremy's brother throwing temper tantrums of loosing his truck in a drinking & driving accident, that he was the one who did the drinking & driving. He drove his truck into a phone pole going 90 miles an hr. with their cousin in the car. Both of them were fine thank God. But since then *4 months ago* He's been whoa is me, & why did this happen to me. It's rather frustrating! He storms around the house swearing, screaming, slamming & breaking things.
He's broken several plates, punched a hole in a door, & broke the screen door... SO SICK OF IT!
Not to mention that we've had to deal with Jeremy's alcoholic step-dad. Who goes on week or two long benders, coming home swearing about how he hates everyone & they all should die. Or talks about porn when my kids are in ear shot. >=( I can't STAND that guy!! We stayed with Jeremy's wonderful Aunt & Uncle Sat. night & they've offered that if thing's continue that we're welcome there. But we're hoping his mom takes care of actually kicking the a$$ hole out!
BUUUUUT I do have good news =) I got a job! Woo! I now work @ Ross Dress for Less =D I love my job! I started in May. And the on going joke when I started was "don't drink the water, or you'll get pregnant.".... Well guess what I found out on July 1st.... Yea I'm pregnant lol I was on the pill & Boy was it a big surprise! We were both shocked! But are very excited. And I defiantly believe thing's happen for a reason. The week I found out I was pregnant, when I was freaking out about "how are we going to be able to handle this, when we live in the living rm. of Jeremy's mom's, Jeremy doesn't have a job, & I make min. wage." Jeremy got a job! So know that thing's will be okay! He's working for Umbrella Properties & has been there for about almost a month now. He loves it & has been doing great! So proud of him!
I'm due March 1st as of for now. My 1st Dr. appointment is Aug 17th, I'll be 12 weeks & 1 day. So far thing's have been going good. Minus the nausea & vomiting lol Less stress would be nice! Like I said before hoping that happens soon.
It's also looking like we can move in a month or so =) Hoping sooner. VERY EXCITED about that! It'll be mine & Jeremy's 1st place together! At the apartment I felt like it was his, since I moved in with him. But this will be our home together. Our 1st place as a married couple!! Very exciting stuff if you ask me. So I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but it's hard to see it at times. Just have to keep reminding myself =)
