19 months since the horrible night you took your own life.. Since I've heard your voice, since you've made fun of something stupid I've said or did. 19 months since I've heard you laugh or yell at a game. 19 months since you've seen your kids, or mine. You've missed out on a lot of things. Seen your daughter's 1st dance on a JV Dance team. Your sons oral surgery. Beth turning 5, Ky Ky turning 2 & 3, me turning 24 & 25.
19 LONG months. I've missed you every one of those day & have thought of you every one of them as well.
It's weird how my subconscious even knows what day of the month it is, without me even realizing it.
I woke up today & have been down in the dumps all day. Not even realizing what my problem was. Then I saw the date...
It's been 19 months full of tear.. lots of things we wished we could say to you. I just miss you every day! & wished there was a way you could be back in my life!
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