Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Case of the Flootey Floo's

So this last few weeks I've been down in the dumps. Or as my bestie calls it the "Flootey Floo's" I have discovered the root of the problem.
A.
One of my best friends I will call her Mama *she just had a baby not too long ago* Called me about two weeks ago, upset about her baby daddy. While I had a house full of people. 7 to be exact. Also while I was getting my nails done. Mind you I have a 2 bedroom townhouse. So when it is filled with 7 people all trying to talk to me or with each other little hard to hear or focus on the person who is on the phone with me.
So she got her feelings hurt by me not being able to give her a 100% attention. Then chooses not to talk to me over a week! When I tried calling her she sent me to voice mail OUCH! Also ignoring my texts. Not til last Fri when I asked her if she was mad at me, did I get the reason for her ignoring me. Kinda silly I thought. I apologized, & we've talked OH MAYBE 2 times since! So now my feelings are hurt! Not only did I think it was funny how she didn't even bring it to my attention that I hurt her feelings, but has continued to ignore me since I've apologized for hurting her feelings. So now I am feeling hurt & sad at the fact that I may have lost one of my best friends over something silly! I don't know how to fix this. I miss her so much, but how can I talk to someone about the problem when she chooses to ignore me?

Reason B.

My weight! I have been feeling rather BLOBISH the last week or so. BUT I am going to fix that problem here tomorrow. Re-joining Weight Watchers tomorrow evening! Very excited about that!! It's perfect that right now til the 10 th it's no enrollment fees just gotta pay for the weekly due :) YAY ME! So I will be posting my weekly weight loss on here WOO! I did loose almost 80lbs doing weight watchers a few yrs ago :D So I know it works! I know how to do it, but I am one of the people who has to go to the meetings so I can be held responsible for if I have a crappy week. I know it's not all about the weight. It's more about the inches for me. But I also will be actually using my gym membership so I will hopefully shed the weight/ inches quickly. So I will feel more confident when I make my trip to Cali this July... Might get in a bathing suit if we **JenBun** & I find a good one :)

Reason C.
The 20 month Ann of m y adopted dad's death is sneaking up on me! It's weird how I just know when it is, without even really knowing the date. On the 9 th it will be 20 months since the last time I saw him. It's really hard to even think that it has been that long since I have seen him. Feels longer, but so short of time all at the same time. Hard to explain!!

Reason D.

MONEY! We should be doing better then we are. For the last yr. I feel like we are drowning financially! and just as things seem to be getting back on track something else hits us! FRUSTRATING! But I have been making a valiant effort to do better managing our money! So hopefully this will change!

But I am trying to change my mood! I think working out will really help with my mood! giving me more energy for sure! Lets hope taking all these little steps will help cure this case of the Flootey Floo's!!

1 comment:

JenBun said...

Haha, I got that from Tia's ex-husband-- he always used to say "Floooty floo" at her when she was complaining.

It'll ALL get better-- you just have to be proactive and MAKE it better... and you ARE!!! :)

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