Wednesday, December 30, 2009

This was NOT the way I wanted 2009 to end!

Late Sunday night I started bleeding & by yesterday afternoon I was cramping, & the bleeding had increased & was having a miscarriage. I'm heart broken, I never wanted to be pregnant before & I can't even express how bad I wanted this pregnancy. So this is extremely difficult, & I feel like it was stolen from me, & don't understand why.
But I'm coming to terms with that everything happen for a reason, & that Jeremy & I will have a baby when the time is right. But it's still a hard pill to swallow.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Morning sickness BLOWS!

I'm so sick of feeling sick! This reeeeeaaaaly stinks! I'm super excited about being preggers, & this is really the 1st pregnancy I can say that about. But OMG I'm nauseous all the time! Nothing I do makes it go away! And I'm not even 5 weeks! It started right away! Bleh! I'm just hoping it goes away & doesn't stick around the whole pregnancy.

And I think if I was skinny I would be showing already.. Cause my pants are highly annoying & feel a bit snug.. I'm feeling like a cow at the moment.. So not having a super happy moment lol

But yay for new baby on the wat =P

Friday, December 11, 2009

Here's to a happy New Year!

Things have been going along wonderfully! For Christmas Jeremy got me a snazzy new laptop! It's super duper bad ass! I highly recommend HP =)

We also have some big new to share! We now have a bundle of joy on the way. We decided to try for a baby.. and the 1st try we got lucky! Some people might think we're nuts, but we can't be happier. I've never been this blissfully happy in my life it's pretty awesome! We can't wait to meet our lil bean. I'm due Sept. 1st 2010! I hopefully will be going to the dr with in the coming week, so that due date might change. Some peeps think I'm further along.. But I'm not sure. But as for now I'm just over 4 weeks! Squeeee!
babies

Oh & this is totally random! I just watched the trailer for the Tim Burton's "Alice in Wonderland". OMG LOVE LOVE IT! For anyone who knows me at all, they know my obsession with Alice in Wonderland! I've loved it since I was a little girl! But I totally love the take that Time Burton has done! Looks A-MAZING! Not to mention Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter, how can you go wrong with that?!
Here's the trailer! Alice in wonderland trailer You totally need to check it out fo shiz!