Wednesday, December 30, 2009

This was NOT the way I wanted 2009 to end!

Late Sunday night I started bleeding & by yesterday afternoon I was cramping, & the bleeding had increased & was having a miscarriage. I'm heart broken, I never wanted to be pregnant before & I can't even express how bad I wanted this pregnancy. So this is extremely difficult, & I feel like it was stolen from me, & don't understand why.
But I'm coming to terms with that everything happen for a reason, & that Jeremy & I will have a baby when the time is right. But it's still a hard pill to swallow.

1 comment:

Meagan at Shearendipity said...

Aww, I'm so sorry! :-( It'll happen when the time is right. I love ya, and I'm here if you ever need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to vent to. :-)