apparently everything is my fault

ok so I have been SUPER SUPER careful since we got the account in order... But I wrote 2 checks BEFORE vegas. So over a month ago. That I had already thought cleared.. But NO now they did. When i have written EVERYTHING down! EVERYTHING! Now I get FUCKED over by these 2 checks! Kyle is mad at me in the fact that this is my fault again! he screamed at me we should’ve had more money in the account in the 1st place. But we would’ve had at least 60$ to get us through the week. Which that wouldve been fine.But he said we should’ve had way more then that. I am sorry I bought him & ky ky presents!& I paid our phone & cable bill! Now once again I probably won’t get anything for my birthday & he will make me feel like it is my fault